___________oh, what the heck!!

I never actually thought i'll say this... but i have to say it to another person, just to get it off my back!! so what the heck!! let's just spit it out!!

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I don't know how or why these feelings came on to me,, i've managed to surpress it for a pretty long time.. but now it's coming back, and i don't know how to throw it away.. She's always there, she's responsible, she's loyal, she's everything any guy would want.. maybe you won't see her the way i do, coz' you've never known her as long as i have... but you know what?? the downside is i'm really hurting inside... i don't know what's going on anymore when i'm with her, but that's the point.. i can't see her everyday... it hurts me just to know that... and plus, she doesn't realize a thing, but that i can't confirm... she's always smiling and caring... i luv her .. maybe you had these feelings... and if you do, you'd know that you can't just let it go....

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